lyrics of my life.

When you try your best, but you dont succeed.
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep,

you're stuck in reverse

And the tears coming streaming down your face,
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste,

Could it be worse?

pretty much: no.


i tried so hard, but it didn't work out with us.
im at a fantastic new school, im on stage six times a year, drama twice a day and friends i adore, but i need you. and i dont have you. everything else is shit because of that.
i can't think, let alone sleep when you are on my mind. im so sick of being tired, but somehow my body can't let go and sleep properly, i wake up almost everynight, where its been a dream about you. it turns into a nightmare as soon as reality hits.

existing and living without you a part of it is so surreal, i dont know how to act, its like im moving backwards, in a strange way without meaning.

when i stop, im confronted with the realisation you aren't mine. and tears are less than a millionth of the pain i feel, but they come hard and fast.

ive lost you, and no-one else can compare, and i love you.