sitting topless in my bedroom

i am currently sitting topless in my bedroom. no this isnt some kinky sex story, its me trying to put on false-tan moistruiser for tomorrows formal!

my throat is feeling a touch better thankyou for asking :), but the situation with j has not relieved itself. the problem with me and j's relationship is that it can never be more than friends.

recently however, j made a move on me- i said no, but it doesnt help me at al because now i have no idea where i stand.

help!